Archive for May, 2008

persistence

Posted by Trent on May 26th, 2008

There is an interesting story in Luke in the Bible.  Jesus is talking to his disciples about prayer and he tells a story of a man who has unexpected guests and has no food for them.  So, he goes to the house of a friend and knocks on the door asking for bread.  The friend says “no”, the kids are asleep, the door is locked and he can’t get up to give him anything.  The man keeps knocking on the door…..knocking on the door.  Jesus says that if you keep knocking,  standing your ground, waking up the neighbors and because the man is your friend, he will get up and give you whatever you need.  Jesus goes on to say, “Ask and you shall receive” and to “be direct” with God.  His point in this story regarding prayer seems to be to keep asking….to be persistent…..to keep struggling, to keep pleading, to stand your ground, and to keep knocking until the door is answered.  It is not quite as simple as sending up a prayer and the next day getting what you want.  Jesus speaks of struggling and keeping at it even if nothing comes because eventually something will.   I am reminded of a story that Benjie in the band told me years ago of his teacher Livingston Taylor at the Berkelee School of Music asking the class what the most important thing was to make it in music.  After several answers of Talent, Skill, practice…etc he finally said it was persistence.  I think when we are persistent about something it is because our heart is there….love is there…and in a way God is there, the one who put this passion inside of us.    Persistence implies some passion.  What are you persistent about in your life?  What are you persistent about in your prayers to God?  The point seems to be to keep calling out in the darkness for an answer, to keep knocking on the door with bended knee until the door creaks open and the light hits us and the bread we have been asking for is given.  It is not an easy answer but it is an honest one.  Too many religious charlatens speak of prayer as an ATM that requires little thought and energy but if we are to truly be people of the spirit than we must realize that prayer takes more effort, more heart, more presistence than that.

 

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questions

Posted by Trent on May 23rd, 2008

As I struggle with all the things life can throw at you sometimes: doubts, old family wounds, fear, feeling lost….I keep coming to the questions that always need to be asked.  Where is God in this?  What can I learn from this….what is the lesson for me here?  Where is God in this suffering and most importantly, Where is the Gift in this for me?  When I do this, it centers me and suddenly the darkness is just a temporary passing like a car on freeway.  Too often our response to life is to shut down, hide away, distract ourselves, scream without listening, ask without giving space our silence for an answer.  More important than the answer….is to ask the questions.

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strings

Posted by Trent on May 10th, 2008

The things that we get attached to in this life often lead us to folly: an idea, or concept, or passion, or principle, is nothing if it is static or we wish it to be static…..never changing.  When I hold on to old ideas of someone or something I get tied down and the tension begins.  “Why won’t things be the way I want them”, I ask myself or at least I think that is the question and frustration deep inside the brain.  The soul moves and adapts and accepts like water and when I am at my best I remember this.  I don’t hold on to old hurts, I don’t judge people for who I think they are based on who they were, I bend and sway when the wind blows cold and hard instead of running full force with rusty sword in hand into it (this only leaves me worn out and tired and usually broken) and most importantly I don’t close out the light inside of me and hide it away under some false sense of protecting it…..it only thrives and bursts when I let it burn….unabashed, unprotected, reckless and without so many strings – ropes – twine holding it down and in.

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Radio promo tour

Posted by Trent on May 9th, 2008

The band and I are off on a radio tour to help promote the CD.  If you are in the area of any of these stations please call in and let them know you appreciate Five A.M. being played on their station.  Thanks all.  I will get back to writing soon.

Monday May 12 Eugene OR 11:30AM KRVM live on air

Tuesday May 13 Portland OR Noon KINK live on air at 3:30 p.m.

Wed. May 14 Seattle WA 11:30AM  KMTT (The Mountain) live for staff

Thursday May 15 Spokane WA - Sand Point ID 2:00 KPND live on air

Friday May 16 Kalispell, MT  11:00 KVRO live on air

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just plain tired

Posted by Trent on May 1st, 2008

Got a few emails regarding writing more to be honest I am just plain too tired these days.  I have a lot I would like to write about but with the band taking off right now and life always taking off it is hard to find some quiet time when I am not exhausted.  I will try and get something posted this weekend.  The Be Still video is still on, it just got postponed as the band does some Radio promo touring and work on promoting the new album.  Should be back writing and running on nothing but coffee next week. 

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